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Useless by lydia-wyverne, literature

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Useless

I'll just lie here and pretend I'm asleep Pretend I'm not hungry, pretend I forget to eat I've got years of experience, so you could say I'm an expert On hiding those tears and pretending I'm not hurt I know I'm not worth much, so you don't have to say it I know you don't feel much, so don't bother to display it And you wonder why I'm sad when I tell you I love you, But I'm just afraid of the day you'll say, "Yeah, I know you do." And now I'm afraid to touch you and mar the perfection Afraid to speak and expose you to my mind's infection Afraid to get empassioned and say the wrong thing Afraid of the day you'll ask me not to sing

Z by lydia-wyverne, literature

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Z

I receive the letters every week And they're always just for me He claims he's never before seen A beauty quite like me I know that if I chose him, He would never leave But I'm stuck in between my options Fawning over him secretly He signs them with just a "Z" And that's enough for me I hold the letters to my chest and try, try to breathe And I know that if I had him, He would never leave He would treat me right And we'd fit together perfectly But I'm stuck between my choices Not knowing which I need As I listen to my inner voice And just try, try to breathe I choke on my sobs 'Cause I know he's in pain Wanting what he c

To Relinquish Worldly Bonds by lydia-wyverne, literature

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To Relinquish Worldly Bonds

I have given up my worldly self And I have given up that chest That held within it, secrets painful -- Yes, that is, at best. I've decided to let go forever Into that blackened pit Where I can finally hope to never Have but peace and welcomed quiet I will stretch my arms out wide Before bringing them tight around my chest For never have I more comfortably lied Than stretched out in that reclined rest And if I had to tell you clearly If no image could you here see Then let it be said -- but please don't cry -- That I've chosen to relinquish life; to die.

We Chase Misprinted Lies by lydia-wyverne, literature

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We Chase Misprinted Lies

She smiles when you talk to her And she never turns away She'll politely listen to you Until you run out of things to say You'll take down all your barriers And let her all the way in Until you no longer feel comfortable Being alone in your own skin And god, she's just so beautiful Even when her face is bare And you always have to wonder What it'd be like to stroke her hair Her giggle is like a wind chime Her laugh is like a song And now you're merely waiting Until the day she comes along You'll cherish her always Until the very last day She is the sun When your skies are gray And you'll fall in love With who you thought

I Saw It In Our Eyes by lydia-wyverne, literature

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I Saw It In Our Eyes

I've long since realized I shouldn't be surprised Since I am the earth and you are the skies We fit together so perfectly because we've never been apart That's why we seemed to fall so easily into each others' heart I hope you've come to realize that we couldn't easily be separated Know that without you, my atmosphere, I'd only be suffocated Just as similarly, without me, you'd have nothing to revolve around Lost into that empty space with no meaning to be found Never doubt that we were born to live together If I could only believe in one thing, I would choose this And so I'll aim nothing short of forever -- But for now, I'll be sa

He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not by lydia-wyverne, literature

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He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not

Let's not destroy any more flowers trying to find answers we already know, leaving the petals as a trail to ourselves, hiding somewhere dark and low. Your feelings are something you hide from. You shouldn't tell anyone this, Regardless of how much it hurts you, or how earnestly you yearn for that kiss. But silence only begets suffering, and eventually we forget how to breathe Without sobbing around all those tears, without hurting because they all leave.

Where I've Come and Where I've Been by lydia-wyverne, literature

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Where I've Come and Where I've Been

I always called upon the dark in vain [I was too lonely to run out in those woods alone] For someone to steal me away from the rain And take me somewhere I could finally call home I was the loneliest star wisher I was the saddest dream fisher And I stood upon the edge of sleep every night Hoping to disappear into the only place that felt right But it always inevitably ended too soon I'd be stuck in my waking nightmares, unsatisfied Wishing for a stranger underneath the full moon Wishing for anyone that would take me to their side I had no God to listen to me I had no shining future to see And I stood upon the brink of terminatio

Paper Rose by lydia-wyverne, literature

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Paper Rose

I couldn't afford a real one, so I drew you a rose I know it's not the same but I thought, I suppose, That you would see it and smile and understand, But instead you scoffed as it fluttered from your hand. I sobbed all night over that discarded piece of art And ripped it into pieces like you ripped up my heart I threw them around the room and then raged through the night The dejection leaving me such a pitiful sight The sunrise reminded me that this wasn't the end How could I expect love from such a shitty friend? I taped it back together and thought, I suppose, That if someone really loved me, they wouldn't mind a paper rose

Mona Lisa by lydia-wyverne, literature

Half-Assed Prayer by lydia-wyverne, literature

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Half-Assed Prayer

You've worried me too long now. Sleeping in your sick bed, Keeping to your sick head... And I still don't know how All of this even started. One moment, you were fine, Always sleeping in past nine; You've exceeded that threshold now Leaving me wondering, heavy hearted. I keep imagining your lips parting to speak, Hoping that repeating the wish will make it true. Please just show me a sign that you'll wake up fine, Because my last option is praying for you -- And we both know that's something I never do.

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Useless by lydia-wyverne, literature

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Z by lydia-wyverne, literature

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Z

To Relinquish Worldly Bonds by lydia-wyverne, literature

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To Relinquish Worldly Bonds

We Chase Misprinted Lies by lydia-wyverne, literature

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We Chase Misprinted Lies

I Saw It In Our Eyes by lydia-wyverne, literature

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I Saw It In Our Eyes

He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not by lydia-wyverne, literature

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He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not

Where I've Come and Where I've Been by lydia-wyverne, literature

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Where I've Come and Where I've Been

Paper Rose by lydia-wyverne, literature

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Paper Rose

Mona Lisa by lydia-wyverne, literature

Half-Assed Prayer by lydia-wyverne, literature

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Half-Assed Prayer

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

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Favourite Movies

Fight Club; The Prestige; Highlander; Mr. Nobody; The Last Samurai.

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DA: Origins; Legacy of Kain: Defiance; Final Fantasy VI and Crisis Core; WC3:Reign of Fire; Black&White

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SNES, Xbox 360, PS2, N64

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lydia-wyverne

Apr 22, 2014

New Profile

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It's going to include *all* of my art instead of just writing, soooooooooo if *you* care I still don't. http://wickedjasper.deviantart.com/ But the point is, I'm not the same person as I was when I was using this profile. I'm tired of being a reflection in the eyes of others. I'm tired of thinking, "But what will these people I've never met and will never meet think?!" Anyway, I'll be submitting things slowly. I'll be watching all the same people, and I hope you'll follow me too. :) If not, then so long and farewell. Love, Jasper

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lydia-wyverne

Jun 24, 2012

Cleaned

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out my gallery. Whoop. Might put a collection together and try to publish it. Why not?

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Jan 23, 2012

I write stories, but....

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I write stories, but I mostly keep them on my private blog because I'm not sure who would be interested in reading them. Should I post any here, on deviantart? Here are the summaries of all of the stories I have going on: 1. "Killing Time" is about two characters who are extremely vain. One day, they realize that they're starting to get old and they freak out and embark on a journey to kill Mother Nature and Father Time. Things will not, however, go as planned... :P This is an extremely silly story. It was one I used to write whenever I wanted to take a break from my serious stories, but now I'm starting to like it a lot and have to actuall